Blah.

Sorry for not updating this site the past couple of weeks. Holidays and all, you know. I'm afraid this update isn't going to be much of one, but I promise to be back next week.

For now, I have one question. Does anyone else feel like this?

OMG! I'm going to die. I am just about up to 'here' with the holidays. I've stuffed a ridiculous amount of holiday, party and tail-gating food in my pie-hole. And I'm pickled from the amount of beer I have poured in on top of it. It feels like I have to roll off the couch. Right now, I don't think a simple salad and a big glass of cold water ever sounded so darn good.

As for my New Years Eve plans, I'll be watching the USF Bulls beat the poo out of the Oregon Ducks (Seriously, the Ducks? They couldn't think of a better mascot? Maybe something more fierce. I mean, are you scared of a duck?) and lay on the couch until the ball drops. Then, I'm going back on the diet I put on the shelf for the holidays and since I'm unemployed, I will be going to the gym twice a day. Hopefully, I'll be back on the right track shortly!

Anyway, Have a safe and happy New Year.

Happy-Happy, Joy-Joy

While I'm thinking about it. I want to wish everyone out there a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Be safe....

Pre-wedding Funnies #2

Funny #3

Matt and I were in the library looking at a book of wedding vows which he was reading quietly to me as I was perusing other books. He came upon a Celtic wedding vow that began, "I vow to give you the first cut of my meat." He chuckled, looked at me and said, "And twoooooooooo Poh-Ta-Toes".

Hee hee. Hee hee hee ha ha. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

We didn't get past that line. In fact, we had to leave the library. We were laughing so hard, it was hard to keep quiet. It still makes us laugh.

Funny #4

Matt and I were searching the internet tonight for wedding vows when we stumbled upon these gems.
"I take thee to be my (wife/husband) and pledge thee my troth..."
Matt looked at me and said (in his best southern drawl) "You ain't gettin' none of my troth, that sounds goooooood."

We also found, "...getting to know the (man/woman) you will become...".
Um, I'm not sure I signed up for a "man/woman". In fact, I just checked the contract and it clearly states that I am to receive 1 man and he 1 woman. None of this mixture business. Otherwise, I will demand a full refund. And therapy.

I could go on, but I think you already see what we're up against here. Would someone please come help us!? We are clearly losing our minds and my cheeks hurt from laughing too much tonight.

So.

Whaaaaaat ya doin'?
Sorry about the last two "cranky-puss" posts.
You guys have had those days, right?
Good. I was hoping I wasn't the only one.


Anyway, we're working on wedding stuff - mainly the rehearsal dinner right now.
We are also working on finding me a job. My contract is up December 31st. with Baxter so I'm hitting the pavement again. Wish me luck!

Ow.

If anyone out there has a direct line to the headache gods, please tell them to leave me the "beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep" alone.

I've had migraines for as long as I can remember. I was officially diagnosed when I was 13 and though they have changed a bit over the years, they have been an ever present force in my life. I remember the night my Mother decided I needed to see a doctor. I woke my parents up screaming as loud as I could in the middle of the night because I couldn't handle the pain any longer and didn't know what else to do. Of course, my parents came flying into my room. After explaining why I was screaming - My Mom looked at my Dad and said, "Enough! We've got to get her to the doctor for these headaches." The next day, my Mother was on the phone scheduling appointments for me.

They were much more intense back then, and longer lasting but less frequent. There was none of this coming and going, no variation in intesity, just full-on nausea, light sensitivity, and the pain. The pain was/is indescribable - just breathing hurt. The only way I can think to explain the pain is to imagine the absolute worse throbbing pain you've ever experienced and multiply it by 100. Then, on top of that, imagine a wave of pain 1000 times worse than the throbbing pain crashing inside your skull on regular intervals just like a huge wave crashing to shore. Got it? Yeh, it's loads of fun.
Anyway, now they are different. The pain, although horrible, isn't as bad as it used to be. Neither is the nausea and light-sensitivity. Not that they are better, just different. In my younger years, I knew exactly what to expect. Not so much now. I never know how bad it's going to be or how long one of these things are going to last. Many times it's a coming/going thing, of various intensities, that lasts anywhere from a few hours to a couple of weeks. Yeh, that's right, I said weeks. There have been plenty of times I was feeling fine until I stood up then WHAM! ON MY KNEES with a searing burning hot poker in my head twisting, turning and throbbing with every heartbeat.

For instance, today we went to see my beloved Buccaneers beat the snot out of the Atlanta Falcons and witnessed history when Michael Spurlock ran back a 90 yard kickoff return - a first in Bucs history. (WOOT!) We had a great time tail-gating and during the game. We stopped for pizza on the way home and plopped into our favorite chairs when we got home. And then, I stood up. WHAM! Sigh.

This particular one has been lingering since Thursday, on again/off again. Not tragically painful but extremely disrupting nontheless. My arsenal of medication has helped keep it somewhat at bay, but it has never been completely gone. I'm grateful that it decided to let me enjoy various parts of my weekend, but not knowing when it is going to rear it's ugly head is getting old. I've realized how much of my life is dictated by these things and I'm over it. I can't leave home without several medications on hand. None of which work all that well and some with side effects that are almost as unpleasant as the migraine itself.

You know what? How messed up is it that I'm ok with a headache being kept "somewhat at bay"? That just shows how long I've been dealing with these things. I'm accustomed to walking around with a headache! That's just wrong.

Anyway, I've made myself a doctor's appointment for next Friday and I plan on begging for ANYTHING that will help. I'm sure this is going to be quite an expensive, drawn out process as we try to find something that actually works with as few side effects as possible, but I can't live like this anymore. Poor Matt has seen me too many times curled up on the couch crying and feeling bad because there was nothing he could do. I don't want one of these things to pop up during our wedding or honeymoon and I would prefer they just go away forever. I'm tired of living my life around these headaches. Not to mention, they aren't helping the pre-wedding diet/workouts when I spend so much time having to lie on the couch. And I spend at least a good week, on average, every month dealing with these things.

I guess it's time to end this rant. Thanks for listening, um, reading. I'll let you know if this doctor actually finds something that works. Now, hopefully, we'll get back to our regularly scheduled programming. (Guess you guys thought I was going to whine about the wedding again, huh? Nope! I would much rather plan the wedding than deal with these things!)

Soooo Over It

My sister called me a couple of days ago and started asking questions about the wedding. If I'd given any thought to my dress, if I'd talked to my Mother about getting started on it, if the boys knew where to get their tuxes. Blah, blah, blah, blah....

I admit, we still have plenty to do. I just can't. I'm so over it. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to think about it. You can't make me. I always knew that planning a wedding, or having a wedding, would never be my thing and this has just proved it.

If it wasn't for Matt being a very involved Groom, I wouldn't have made it this far. I've tried and I will continue to try, but I'm taking applications from anyone who wants to take over. Anyone? Please.

Huff.

Introducing...

Sarah
aka: Goon Squad Sarah

Every one has one of these friends right? You know, “that” friend. The one you’ve known forever. The brutally honest - will tell you your new haircut is awful, the outfit you just tried on should stay on the hanger and your boyfriend is a jerk - person. The one you call to help you understand you. This is my “that” friend.

Sarah and I have been friends since our Sophomore year of high school. (For those of you counting at home, that was approximately 20 years ago). We met in Spanish class when I told her (keep in mind that we didn’t know each other at this point) the new friend she was hanging around would betray her. Her new friend had once been my friend and liked to spread rumors about me. (RUDE!) Sarah gave me that “get away from me you freak and stop talking trash about my friends” look.

A short time later, a horrified Sarah approached me and told me exactly what I already knew. We’ve been friends ever since. Our friendship was sealed when she accidentally told me a deep dark secret that she had told no one else. She swore me to secrecy and to this day, I’ve never breathed a word of it. (I doubt it matters now but still, a secret is a secret).

I learned very quickly that she was a real person. That sounds weird, right? Think back to high school – no one was comfortable in who they were much less knew who they were. Everyone was trying to be someone or something else. Sarah wasn’t that way and I appreciated it. That and her brutal honesty made me instantly adore her and being her friend.

We've had more fun and laughter together through the years than should be allowed. We’ve grown up together. We've probably influenced each others lives more than either of us realize. She is the one person I call when I’m laughing at something completely inappropriate because she will immediately know what I see so amusing in it – and laugh with me. She is the one person I call for any reason. We don’t have to talk every day or see each other all the time to know that we can just call out of the blue and say “Hi” and it will always be welcomed. I love knowing that there is someone out there that is nothing more and nothing less than a simple yet extraordinary friend. My favorite things about her? She is honest, trustworthy, smart, funny, true and one of the most beautiful people I know. She is who she is, says what she means and makes no bones about it. Period. She doesn't beat around the bush. If she considers you a friend, that means you get the full benefit of her friendship - whatever it may be.

When I asked Sarah to be a Bridesmaid, she said "I would be honored to. I would wear an orange butt bow for you." Which says A LOT to me and just so you know, I'm still considering the orange butt bow thing - she offered and it would make me laugh hysterically. Either way, I am honored to know her, be called her friend and have her standing with me.

And she can’t deny that she knows me or has known me for a ridiculously long time, I have proof. Yes, that's us. Circa 1990. Approximate age, 17. I have more where this came from.

OH! She is also the one in charge of pinching my sister if she starts to cry during the wedding. Just so you know.

*Edit: We drink much better beer now. There aren't too many beers worse than Bud in a can. And lets face it, at 17, you either don't know what good beer is or can't get the good stuff so you take what you get.

Jealous?

(respectively: Naples, Italy - Colosseum, Rome, Italy - Santorini, Greece )
Guess where we’re going on the Honeymoon. C’mon, guess!

At first, Matt and I considered a Hawaiian Honeymoon or a week away someplace close to home like St. Augustine, FL or even somewhere in North Carolina, etc. After careful thought, I decided since this is our honeymoon, the world should be ours. I was NOT going to stay in the US and he wasn’t hard to convince. So we searched and came upon this.

I know! Doesn’t it look fabulous?! I can’t wait! I can’t, I can’t, I can’t!

Those of you who know me are probably wondering what I am thinking. A Cruise? Yeh, I know. Matt was concerned too. It’s true I’ve gotten restless and cabin feverish on any cruise I’ve been on in the past. (On the last cruise, I told Matt I was going to swim home. Matt threatened to help me with that if I didn’t sit down and relax) But, those were 4 day cruises that spent 2.5 days at sea. I got horribly bored. There is only so much to do on a cruise ship and I can promise you that I will NOT be meeting “Jenny on the Lido deck" to do some line dancing. Not my thing.

This cruise looks like we can use it as a floating hotel/restaurant. I’m really curious to see how I will handle it. I’m thinking that we will be so exhausted from exploring the port of call that day that we will want nothing more than to come back to the ship, shower, eat dinner, maybe have a few drinks and then pass out excitedly looking forward to the next day and a different port. I’m hoping too, the one day ‘at sea’ will also be a welcomed rest. Either way, I am resigned to fully enjoy this vacation.

We plan on flying out a few days before the cruise embarkation date to have time to explore Rome. We are staying at a quaint little hotel in the center of Rome, just a few miles away from everything neat and cool. We also plan on staying a few days in Venice after the cruise ends.

I’m sure we’ll be pooped when we come back, but after we recover, we will post our own pictures and hopefully some exciting tales of our curious adventures. I'm hoping we see and capture half the beauty that you see in these pictures here. (Matt wants to capture all of the beauty. He's so greedy!)

Hotel Information

I have placed a link named "Hotel Info/Map" in the left side bar. Clicking on this link will get you to a list/map of the hotels closet to the wedding site. I will be adding hotels as I come across them, but this should get you started.

Since Marriott hotels seem to be plentiful and closest to the wedding site. I am looking into getting everyone a group rate. I'll keep you posted.

Bridesmaids Dresses. Check!

Do you know how hard it is to find a decent royal blue dress? One that won't make the girls look too risqué or like a sequined/bedazzled peacock. I'll tell you right now, not easy. Add trying to find something they could wear again that won't cost them a fortune and it's virtually impossible. At least that's how I felt. It made for a very long day for me.

It doesn't help that I'm not a shopper or that I'm thrifty. Ok, I'm cheap. I'm easily frustrated and bored with shopping and the prices stores want for a small piece of fabric – FREAK ME OUT! I'm the type that goes shopping when I need something and then I like to find it (at a decent price, of course) and get out!

Anyway, Sarah was in town and we planned a shopping date to search for the perfect dress for her and Reba. We went to David's Bridal and 2 separate malls. We found 1). cute dresses in all the wrong colors, 2). horrid dresses in even worse colors, 3). funny dresses at hysterical, if not frightening, prices, 4) dresses made for people who have never taken a bite of food in their lives and 5). hooker dresses.

Finally, the last store we decided to try before leaving had a pretty decent selection of dresses in the right color and acceptable prices. I found two dresses fairly quickly that I wanted Sarah to try on. I liked the first one, it looked good on her, but didn't make me go "OOOOoooooo." The second one, which I was less sure about when I found it on the rack, I LOVED on Sarah and knew immediately that Reba would like it and look good in it too. AND it was on sale, 40% off.

The more I look at it, the more I'm loving it. It's perfect.

Good thing I don't have to shop for my dress.I would be one under-dressed bride. (THANKS MOM!) I've had enough shopping to last me a loooooooooong time. And no, I don't want to talk about the Christmas shopping I have yet to start.

(Detail of the eyelet embroidering on the straps, around the waist and at the bottom of the dress.)

Letting the Cat Out of the Bag, Part II

I guess now you want to know how we told my parents, huh? Fine. I’ll have to back up again and give you a bit of history.

HISTORY
Remember how I told that Matt and I told no one we had finally decided to get married? I lied. I told my sister. Before you give me the stink eye because my sister knew before the parents, there was a very good reason. Two to be exact:

#1. She has helped set up and decorate weddings/receptions at a hotel she once worked at. She was a very valuable resource for me when it came to getting started and she did a TON of research for me.
#2. My Sister lives at home with my parents and I needed her to coordinate them for me which is not as easy as it sounds.

My parents are on opposite schedules. My Mother works nights as a night auditor for Marriot Hotels and my Father sells cars. With my Mom working nights and sleeping during the day and my Father working most weekends, it would have been impossible for me to get the two of them in one place at the same time without Reba’s help, especially since I live two hours north. She spied and asked them random questions about their schedules – making up a few white lie stories as necessary. Reba also hunted down restaurants that would work with us and help us surprise my parents. I really couldn’t have pulled this off without her help.

TELLING MY PARENTS
With my Sister’s help, we managed to get my parents in the same restaurant at the same time, a restaurant (Joe’s Crab Shack) that would help us announce our news. She left before us, telling my parents that she had to run an errand before going to the restaurant, but would meet us there. She was actually going to the restaurant ahead of us to set things up. She worked with a waitress to get us a table next to the windows over looking the water. She also had ‘stuff’ to give the waitress to help announce our news.

We settled at our table, ordered drinks and chatted about this and that. When the drinks came, my parent’s cups were covered with stickers - bouquets, rings, flutes, wedding bells, etc. Mine, Matt’s and Reba’s did not have these stickers. I was pretty sure that this would tip them off, but it didn’t. The three of us were trying to hold back the laughter – we were red in the face. When my Dad looked at his glass and said, “My and your (talking to my mother) glass have all these silly appliqués on it, theirs don’t.” The three of us lost it. We couldn’t hold the laughter back any longer. It was such a ridiculous situation.

We calmed down long enough to order our appetizers and meals – still giggling. The three of us ordered crab legs and when our dinners were ready to be served, the waitress came and put our lovely lobster bibs on us. Mine had a big bride holding flowers sticker on it, Matt’s had a big groom on one knee sticker on it and, of course, Reba’s didn’t have anything.

Still nothing from my Parents!

Then, I looked at my Mom. She was looking back and forth between me and my bib, Matt and his bib and her glass. THEN IT CLICKED and she stared at my Dad. Now, when my mom has figured something out before anyone else, she just sinks into her seat and hunkers down, proud of herself for figuring it out first. I knew she got it. My Dad, well, it was taking a bit longer.

We ate our dinner, chatting and joking around - the three of us still trying to keep our composure while trying to lead my Dad into “figuring it out.” Finally, my Dad asked for more lemons from the waitress. She brought him a plate of lemons with a big sticker on it that said, “THE PROPOSAL.” He looked at each of us and started laughing and then said to my Mother, “You think they’re trying to tell me something?”

FINALLY! Even the waitress wasn’t sure what it was going to take to get my Dad to figure it out.

We all had a big laugh. I asked my Dad to walk me down the isle and my Mom to make my dress. Of course, they were overjoyed. We took some pictures, had some laughs, finished our meals and went home. When we got out of the car, my Mom gave me a huge hug and said, “Aw. My baby girl.”

I haven’t been called that in a long time.

Introducing...

REBA
aka: Freebird, Bee-bee.

This is my sister. My little sister. Yes, she’s taller than I – I don’t want to talk about it. There seems to be a “taller than the older sister epidemic” in my family. Just keep watching, you’ll see.

Anyway, there is a 10 year age difference between the two of us. She will be 25 on our wedding day. Remember that age, 25? Yeh, I miss it sometimes too. I liked that age, just old enough to know better and still too young to care.

She was a cute little baby, then she turned into this kid-thing when I was a teenager. I didn’t like her so well. She was always into my things. Poking around, slobbering on things, rubbing sticky candy hands on my stuff, ripping the ribbon out of my cassette tapes. She loooooooooved that “zszszszszszszszszszszsz” sound it made as it went flying off the wheel of the cassette rollers. No, she was NOT a likeable creature and I was pretty sure she was here to torture me.

Then, after all that, she had the audacity to turn into a teenager as I entered into my mid-twenties. Can I say it enough? ICK! She was pure teenager. She was mouthy with a horrible attitude, messy, snotty, wanted everything her way, and her decision-making – well, it wasn’t good. That is all I will discuss about that age. Although, at this point in time, I was absolutely positive that she was here to torture me.

Along the way of leaving teenager-ness in all its glory, she grew up and somehow we became friends. Yes, I like her. Mom used to always tell me that one day - one day, I would like her and we would be friends. She warned me that this day would come. I did not believe it, and if my Mother were to ask you how I feel about my sister, I expect you to say nothing. I will categorically deny liking her. Because, well, I can’t admit that my Mother was right after all these years now, can I? Yes, it’s true. I can’t imagine what my life would be like without her. Her laugh is infectious and she looooves to laugh. She has a heart of gold. She constantly twirls her hair when she’s floating off into her own thoughts, (also known as “Lalalalalalalalalalala - land”). She’s always good for a funny story, a great hug and sometimes I even let her give me advice. I’m proud of her – for the person she has become and the person she is trying to be. I’m honored to have her as my Maid of Honor, my sister and my friend. But...Do you see what I'm dealing with here? Say it with me people, T-R-O-U-B-L-E!

Latest Addiction

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This is quickly becoming expensive, but my taste buds are so very happy.

Here's their website, check it out.

Oh! and just so you know, I have not been paid, bribed, beaten, threatened or otherwise coerced in anyway to endorse this product. This is coming strictly from my taste buds talking.

ENJOY.

Letting the Cat Out of the Bag, Part I

Everyone likes a good “how we told the parents” story, right? Tough! You’re getting them anyway, but first I have to give you a bit of history.

HISTORY
Remember how I told you how Matt and I ‘decided’ to get married? (If not, read it here.) That conversation happened in June/July of this year and we didn’t tell anyone right away. We wanted to think this through, decide what we wanted and how to spill the beans. Also, his parents were getting ready to leave for a vacation to China and we didn’t want to take the focus off of their fun. So, we schemed while we waited.

During this waiting time (about 4 or 5 weeks), Matt and I were out on the weekends looking at sites for the wedding. That was fun for exactly one weekend as we were quickly becoming fed up with “almost or too expensive or EW! or too small or just not right” Then, I had read about this place on a local wedding website that just happened to be in the same neck of the woods as my friends property which we were also going to see. Since we were already out there, we stopped by, looked around, and met the owners. EUREKA! Matt and I got back into the car and simultaneously said, “This is it!” Within a week we had a rough idea of dates, prices, what we wanted and what they could do. We also managed to schedule something else….

TELLING HIS PARENTS
We gave them a call when they returned from China to say “Hi” and schedule a ‘tell me all about your trip’ dinner at this fabulous new restaurant we found (Lie #1) for the following weekend. We had them come over a bit earlier than we normally would because we had to stop by my friends place to drop something off (Lie #2). We were chatting and catching up on the way there. They were telling us stories about their trip to China, which was wonderful because Matt and I didn’t want to talk too much about this “new restaurant”.

When we pulled into my “friends place”, all we saw was a really big beautiful yard with a couple of houses on it. They asked if they should come with us and I said “Absolutely! You will love what they’ve done with this place!” As we were walking to the back of the property, past the houses, there is a beautiful back yard that leads to a little bridge over a creek. We walked over the bridge and it became more evident that there were wedding decorations up (there was actually a wedding happening later that afternoon). Matt’s Mom, of course, noticed right away and I played it off as my friend does some entertaining and parties out there on the weekends. (Seriously folks, I was making this up as we went along!)

Matt and I found Bonnie (my new friend and owner of this lovely place), introduced his parents and told her “they don’t know yet”. (which they kind of heard, but didn’t quite know it’s meaning). Anyway, Bonnie showed us around; where the buffet line is, where the cake is placed, decorations, etc. The whole time, Matt and I are DYING! We have no idea what to do next. We thought for sure they would figure it out. Finally, Matt comes up behind me and says, “What do we do now?” (This is the part where it becomes very evident that we didn't think this through) I said, “I don't know. I guess we’re going to have to tell them. They aren’t going to jump to any conclusions after all these years.”

So Matt went back to his parents and explained to them that Bonnie wasn’t really my friend from work and I wasn’t dropping anything off – this was the place we were getting married. Cue tears, hugs and REALLY BIG GRINS. This was the moment Bonnie had been waiting for and she magically appeared with a bottle of (yummy) Champagne, glasses and tissues for us. We showed them the big tree we had decided to get married under and the options that were available to us. We let them really look around and get a feel for the place. We did too as this was the first time we were seeing it decorated for a wedding.

It was very a touching day. His dad kept hugging me and his Mom did her signature "Jump and shake hands" dance that she does when she is really excited. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy. Oh! and we did finally make it to dinner at a local pizza joint that makes some yummy pizza.

Pre-wedding Funnies

Funny #1:

The weekend before we picked up my engagement ring, Matt and I were out running errands. As we drove along, he asked me if I was excited to pick up my ring.**

I looked at him confused, and said, "What ring!? "

**In my defense, what I heard him ask was if I decided to get a ring. Which caused my confusion because, we already did that, right?


Funny #2

Matt and I, his parents and my sister went cake tasting together. The lady helping us at the counter was gathering important information from me like time, date, location, etc. of the wedding. When she asked me what date the wedding was, I said August 19th.** I have no idea why August popped into my head. It wasn't even a month we were considering when we were trying to pick a date.

**Our wedding date is APRIL 19th.

Tuxes are Done!

We finally decided on Tuxes for the guys this past weekend.

Matt will be wearing a black on black striped tux w/charcoal vest/tie and white shirt.

All Groomsmen and Ushers will be wearing a standard black, 2 button tux with a royal blue **vest/tie and white shirts.

The Fathers will be wearing the same tux as the Groomsmen but with a purple** (Heather) vest/tie and white shirt.

**I couldn't find a pic of the actual vest/tie colors so the wording is approximately the colors that will be used for the guys. And no, the vest/ties for the Fathers aren't nearly as pink, they are much more purple, this was the best I could do.
We were trying for a silver or gray for the Fathers but it was such a light silver that it looked like a dingy white against a white shirt.

I Never Said Yes

I've been asked many times, "How did he propose?" or "Did he get down on one knee?", etc. Apparently, a lot of women have this romantic set of requirements that must be met for there to be a 'proper' proposal of marriage. I am not one of those girls. I like the way things happened. How it all fell into place. It's real, shows who we really are and, I think, makes for a much more interesting story.

Periodically, over a span of several months, Matt would inform me that he really wants to have kids. (Let's face it, we aren't spring chickens anymore) My response was always, "I'm not having kids until I'm married." and that would usually be the end of it. I'm not saying Matt wanted children before marriage, I think this was his way of finding out how I felt about the whole idea.

See, I was never one who saw myself as married or having children. I can't explain why, maybe it was a fear of commitment, or the fact that I have such younger brothers/sister, or maybe I wanted to get my career started. I don't know. It could be anything or a mix of things. Either way, I always said "I don't want to get married" and I felt completely comfortable with that decision - Matt knew this.

Finally, this conversation happened:

Matt: I want to have kids.
Me: I'm not having kids until I'm married.
Matt: Why?
Me: Why not?
Matt: Then we should do that.
Me: Do what?
Matt: Get married.
Me: Fine.

That was the end of it until a week or so later. We were leaving a local Mexican restaurant where we meet up with some friends every Monday night for Margaritas and Tacos. Matt was driving us home because the Margaritas were very tasty that night and I had a, um, couple. He quietly looked at me and said, "I'm going to pay off the TV soon, we should start shopping for rings." I replied, happily, dreamily, "Ooooohhhhh-kay."

That's it. That's how this whole wedding got started.

We shopped for rings together a month or so later and picked out a gorgeous pear shaped diamond engagement ring. When we picked up my ring, he put it on my finger and asked me to marry him. (at the insistance of the salesperson helping us) I looked at him and said, "Just this once, dear."

I always told him I'd never say "Yes."

A Little Slow

A couple of weeks back, Matt and I were razzing and picking on each other as we tend to do while making dinner - acting silly and giggling.

Somehow, we got on the subject of getting married. He looked at me and said, "I always knew I'd marry you, I just didn't know it was going to take over 6 years for me to convince you!"'

Aaaawwwwwwwwwwww!

I guess I'm a little slow! Oops.

A Long, Long Time Ago

It's obvious that I've started this blog in the middle of planning our wedding. So, I guess I should back up a bit and tell you how this whole thing got started, huh?

From the beginning, Maestro!

Me, 2001: I was a single, 28 year old, pharmacy tech living by myself and going out on the weekends to my favorite pub (O'Briens, aka. OB's) with my favorite guy friends. We were a rowdy group ranging in age from mid-twenty-something to 50-ish. All guys, except me. I can't tell you how or when I got sucked into this group, but it was some of the best times of my life. We had fun. Lots of it; as much of it as we could handle and then we went for more. We were all sworn bachelors and (1) bachelorette at that point in our lives and had no intention of making any changes in that aspect. I always felt safe around these guys and knew, if I needed anything, at any time, they would be there. I still feel that way and I still love them to pieces.

Him, 2001: A single, 28 year old, college student/grill cook living with his brother and a friend. He was always with his group of friends going to his favorite pub every weekend too. It just happened to be the same as my favorite pub.


Spring, 2001: One evening, standing outside the Tiki hut at our favorite pub I saw this really cute, really tall, shaggy-haired guy. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Did I mention he's tall? Oh! My! Word! How I love a tall man! My group of guys knew immediately that he had caught me eye. It was obvious.

I noticed, over several weekends, that this young man was staring at me too and would quickly look away every time I looked in his direction. I knew that I would have to make or attempt to make the first move since I hung around a large group of guys and most people would assume that one of them just had to be my boyfriend and I guess that was a fair assumption. So, I went into planning and scheming ways to meet this young man.

• I tried the whole staring back at him. He would just look away.
• I tried to stand close to him. He would just 'run away'
• Every time he went to the bar for a drink, I was right behind or beside him and always said "Hi" to him. His eyes would get [ THIS BIG ] and he would turn and 'run' away.
• We knew some of the same acquaintances at the bar so I would walk up and 'involve' myself in their conversations. Again with the running away.

Hmph. This was taking entirely too long for my impatient self!

Finally, I cornered him one night and got him to talk to me. It seemed we had a lot in common and we stayed well after closing to continue chatting. Eventually, and much later than a proper young lady like myself should be out, we parted ways. This routine of chatting and staying out way too late continued for several weeks. Then one evening, he walked me to my car and planted a kiss on me. Out of nowhere. Then he was gone. Yes. He ran away again. (see a common theme here?) He didn't even get my phone number! Athough, in all fairness, anyone who knew me knew where to find me on the weekends.

I was stunned. I immediately called my Mom. Yes, it was either very late or very early, depending on your view, but my Mother works nights so it was ok.

Me: Mom, how do you kiss a really tall guy? Like 6'6" tall?

Mom: Why?

Me: Just because...

Mom: Stand on the bumper of your car.

Me: Ok, thanks, bye.

We moved in together 6 months later and, as they say, the rest is history. We've been together for 6 1/2 years. Our wedding day is 4 days after our 7 year "anniversary". WOW! It's really been that long.

Registry and Tuxedos

Sigh.
Tuxedos are hard! I was hoping this would be the easy part. We went to 3 places and found nothing that made him happy. What we found were some things that were close or two different ones that we would have liked to "mix and match". I guess we'll be back into the tuxedo hunt next weekend. I only know of a few places that rent tuxes around here and we've already hit them. I guess it's time to google other places around town. Once we find what we're looking for, I'll put up links so everyone can see.

We also finished our registry today. We've only registered at one place because we just don't need a lot of things. We've lived together for 6 years and have acquired most everything we need. We were able to find a few things that we would like to have, want to replace or need. We considered registering for things that we thought would be nice to have if we "did this or that" but, afer thinking about it, we'd never use any of those things. They would just take up space and get in our way.

We considered registering at Home Depot but, at this point in time, we don't have a real need for anything there. If we had a house we would have started there first. At this point in time though, who knows where we'll end up or how long it will take us both to find stable jobs. Me especially. We're looking into other places to register but, haven't thought of anything yet. Any suggestions?

Rings and Flowers

Today was rings and flowers day. After looking around for several months, we finally found wedding rings that we thought we would like “forever”. We felt like we had been through every jewelry store in town and couldn’t find anything we liked. Suddenly there they were, waving at us, in Sam’s Club. Fine. I don’t care where they come from as long as we have something by April 19th.

His

Mine

We didn't only buy our wedding rings today. We also picked out flowers. This was much simpler than I had envisioned. I don’t know exactly what I was expecting. I just didn’t think it would go this smoothly or quickly, although I’m glad it did. Here’s what we quickly decided:

•The men will have white rose boutonnières.
•The Mothers will have white spray rose corsages with a touch of blue/purple flowers
•The Bridesmaids will have cream flowers with sporadic blue/purple flowers
•I will have the exact opposite, blue/purple flowers with sporadic cream flowers.

I didn’t get all picky about what specific flowers I wanted in the arrangements,only that the colors are vibrant. I’m not looking for pastels, I’m wanting something bold. I felt comfortable with the florist and her work. It was very obvious that she has a better eye with this type of thing than I do. Plus, she knows what will be in season at the time which will help us keep the cost down, thankfully.

I did suggest something like a simple tied wildflower-look. I don’t think I like the perfectly structured bouquets. I like the “just ran out into a field and picked a bunch of flowers” look. I also think this will fit well with the outdoor setting. I also suggested something not too heavy and the bridesmaids have something just a bit smaller than mine.

These are a few of ideas that I brought with me to give the florist an idea of what I was looking for in the way of color schemes. Bridesmaid #1 and #2 would be a combo of blue and purple.

Color scheme for the Bridemaids #1

Color scheme for the Bridemaids #2

Color scheme for mine

Matt's parents came with us today and, as usual, there was quite a bit of giggling and fun. We had a yummy lunch at Outback Steak House that did nothing for the diet but, made my taste buds extremely happy. Tomorrow it looks like our plans are to finish registering for gifts, drop my wedding ring off to be sized and start the hunt for Tuxedos. Oh! and talk about what we’re going to do for the rehearsal dinner. Any suggestions?

I’m still determined to be done with this by the New Year. Who thinks I can do it?